Cuban Pete wrote:
I'm still in a weird place (NO before the Newcastle jokes!)
We've not had more than a few texts for weeks. I went for a run along the beach yesterday ("our" beach, nice place for us where we went on like our 2nd date or something!) and I took a photo from where we would always sit, send her it saying "just missing you sat here with me" or something equally as awesome
within 20 minutes..... "I'm really missing you too x" was one of those 'bite your fist' moments! Didn't know whether to feel happy, angry or just laugh myself into a wank. We had a few texts and she said that she loved me and missed me. I've been a lot calmer too when talking to her. She seemed a lot....approachable, and wanted to be talking with me.
Nothing has or will happen in the immediate future (mainly as I'm busy every day until next Tuesday!) but, who knows, I'm not getting my hopes up or anything though.
Thanks for you concern! How are you coping yourself?
Getting easier by the day. Have moments of weakness every now and then especially while in bed when it's quiet and lonely. Absolutely no contact (which I suppose helps) but also tells me that she's moved on or is back with her ex.
Lots of things don't add up about her behaviour during the last two weeks of us. She went from texting cute messages to texting 1-2 times a day just asking how i am.
I can tell by the way she ended it that I was more cut up than she was, and to then change her profile pic on facebook the very next day all glammed up really hit like a knife in the heart. I thought she cared more, obviously not!